Okay, so no one writes on this anymore, but I am at KJ's house and all is very quiet right now and I decided to force myself to look at a calendar and actually count how many days I have left here. It's 33. 33. 33. I know I will blink and those days will have elapsed. It makes me feel like I can't breathe. Kind of panicked inside, really. So many of the days and nights ahead are already filled. I just want to stop time and gather my friends and be in one place and just...stay. I love you girls so very much. So very, very much. I try not to completely despair. I know God is carrying me and has me under the shadow of his wings. I am certain He has a great plan for my family and that He is 100% in control of everything in my life. It just really, really hurts so badly....33 Days. I am going to cherish each one.
I love you all!!!! You are treasures and jewels...and rocks...in my life!
Marcelle
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
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